[f]jaded

from ILTS by Fanaticus

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lyrics

Part 1 Verse
I been jaded, yeah I'm runnin' out of time/
Got my mind on my money but the world is in decline, yeah//
Hold fast, when you feeling so divine/
'Cause the climb got dips, everyday you ain’t goin' shine yeah//
I’m reborn, inside this matrix no complacency/
And I’m torn, between perfection and embracing me//
So much to see and I ain’t trying to press rewind/
Holding onto dreams I make a mess of what i find, yeah///

Bridge Part 1
I’m feelin' low, and when I'm slow, I'm looking for what’s mine/
I'm rushin' home before the snow just when you hit my line//
My heart ain’t cold I'm feelin' bold, and girl you know you fine/
I ain’t goin' fold, I see ya soul, I ain’t goin' waste no time//

Bridge Part 2
I’m feelin' low, I gotta go, I’m lookin' for a sign/
I'm movin' slow, ain’t goin' make the same mistakes, and I’m//
Goin' blow this dough before I go because the world is mine/
I see ya glow, I hope you grow and leave the world behind//
You gotta go and soothe ya soul, the healing’s by design///

Part 2 Verse 1
Uh, and I’m feelin' like I got it real good/
Paycheck come like it should/
Break down tree for the fees of life that I’ve seen, don’t look//
Life hit hard, left hook/
Make sure your soul ain’t took//
Got my plan in the book/
Got one chance for a dance/
I'm a hold your hand to feel peace, I'm shook///

Bridge Part 2

Part 2 Verse 2
And I'm feelin' much better/
She hit my line, she goin' come thru the weather//
Everything down to the letter/
A nigga so smooth like leather//
Life feel good when we together/
Can’t go wrong, I wont settle//
She said baby that’s pleasure/
Make you feel good, no tellin'//
Ain’t no Drake when she sayin' “It’s yours”/
I’m torn in between my schedule//
Hope you stay through the rain, I pray/
That the vibe okay every night, we lay//
Raising the stakes as we age I face/
My fears every year, gettin' better every day//
And my niggas gettin' high w me/
If you feeling low, come ride with me, uh//
Better living inside the peace/
That you’ll find within, just try to breathe, uh///

Bridge Part 2

credits

from ILTS, released April 2, 2024
Produced by cloudy boi
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Tyrell Compton
Lyrics and Vocal Performance by Tyrell Compton

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Fanaticus Chicago, Illinois

Honest, raw, versatile, & thoughtful: These words are what defines Fanaticus. Based in Chicago, Fanaticus makes what he calls “life music” to express the complex thoughts & emotions most people struggle to communicate, inspired by the highs & lows of it all. His ear for music is impeccable. With a background in classical and jazz, Fanaticus is a true student of the craft and it shows in his music. ... more